You can ask.

A reason why I write such convoluted pieces sometimes, is probaly because - such is probaly the nearest possible way I can try to get across what I'm trying to express. I like language for the ability it gives us to articulate our thoughts and crystalise them into some form, but as I said before, its not enough to ever justify yourself through mere words. Its not a matter of ability although in some sense, when we see language to be a means of communicating ideas to someone else that it would work better when you have a command of the language that can mutate itself to satisfy the intellectuals to the masses. But if its not about the scope of who you are trying to tell what you mean too, and if its more about the intention of bringing your understanding and emotions into a something that exists in sentences, to form up an essay, then its not really about pleasing people/insistutions. Its about, saying it. And in way, there needs to be a certain context and identifications that another party has to experience to get you - its not an understanding in the form of a reconginition of the ideas the sentences build up to mean but rather, an emphaty that the other party feels while appreciating the ideas that reveal themselves in the text.

It can wondered if the emotions are just merely that - and that they are meant to stay that way, without having the form to enter the dimension of words. Just a understanding of a picture, just a smile at a poem, just a sigh to a story.

But of course, simplicity is always beautiful. And appreciating it after everything else without grappling with the need to try to find an order in everything. We don't need the answers to all of life's questions, and as much as I know that there are the assumptions, interpretations and irritations at such a conclusion, I say it because its true - God is enough.

And I can try.

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