Well, yes. Its pretty obvious. The failure of the academicians lie in the fact that they aren not really providing answers. But I'm not saying that theology or any 'spiritually-related' content does such honours. Afterall, at the very end - what is established through relative classifications end up as concepts or theory. And purposes drawn around them are made not so much with respect to that concept, but rather how it meshes with the other aspects such as one's heart and experience.

Questions - without any emotional attachements to them should not be taken as anything else, they are dryly indicative of nothing other than a statement that requires answers. The question behind the question, and the perspective hiding behind the curiousity renders such a statement, but answers might not appease the actual disorder. The formulated statement may seem similar to a trend of questioners, but persona that choosed to hop upon that bandwagon of queries is one that wields a different 'logic'.

Thus, the answer really shouldn't be an answer to the question - not the academic perspective that oversees the entire picture and submits to deciding objectively and professionally how reasonable the proposition is. Rather, the answer should be answer directed at discovering where the person is coming from - destroy paradigms. banish perceptions. crush opinions. -
Our real purpose, is really to answer the question of the person, not the person's question. And every question, being a different one from everyone else, all require a different way of answering.

But all in all, the answer, is still... an answer.

Are we chained to sensitivity - that sensitivity creates us? Because of our sensitivity to time, we may possess memories that formulate who we are. Because of our sensitivities to circumstance, we may react and respond, to potray our identities. To be who we are within this space and time, we need the sensitivity of what is around and of what is needed to be done. We can call it purpose. We can attach attainments of wealth or spirituality with it. And this burden-like nature of sensitivity exists in so much more depth and so much more scopes: The sensitivity to language either impedes us from free expression - or is so heightened to the extent that we can crystalise what is it that we feel, and thus intensifying with greater clarity what our emotions and fears. The sensitivity to people that we cannot simply exist without our purposes intersecting with another's defeat or triumph, neither may we live on without having others becoming sakes for the process that we go by, because they are that process we go on for. The sensitivity to structure gives us the inevitable groan to confrom and abide. The sensitivity to appearances, the power to ignore the facades. The sensitivity of self, the devising of worlds that revovle around a personal perfection. The sensitivity of pain, the ability to dream up persistence and determination. And so on.

Its difficult to break an equation down, when it deals so much with elements like pain and hurt. Yes, we can push the details into the shadows of statistics and analysis, but ultimately, when the rational persona is faced with situations that tug at the emotions - he will run by the function that the heart dictates. The degree and intensity of it is a different matter.

On a side note, sometimes I regret not practicing being a poet much earlier on. To express through a compact and meaing-showing means is so much more meaningful.

---

_Past

June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009

---