You know...

There are a lot of ways one can react after recieving examination results and realising that he had screwed the former up, very badly.

Firstly, he can blame the system for its unfairness. Quote up elements that the syllabus has that has totally no relevance towards the various inclinations of his heart, which he might intend to strive for in the future. Curse the subjects for their ridiculous manner of setting the judgment criteria to affirm your distinction. Debate endlessly upon the issues that are pointless to the matter at hand and useless to what mankind requires.

Next, he can babble about the mysterious factors that have lead to his demise. Frowning deeply at the strange tides of procastination and lack of discipline. Taunting angrily at the circumstances which disabled his grip on the grade. Glaring forcefully at the mixtures of people, time and space that had destroyed his intended want.

Then, he could start discussing the alternatives he may take. Present hope to the situation at hand. Give slight assurances to what has been dealt. Fumble desperately at an attempt to assume a non-failure.

Perhaps, he will start to gaze off at the distance. Sigh silently as he reflects the digits that have pierced his heart. Try his hand at slumber, wanting to see if sleep will give mercy to him. Combat with the fears that surround him, pushing hard at the walls and hoping for a glimmer of hope.

Then again, there will be those that decide it is no use to fight on, and propose that he has been defeated.

There are those that will suddenly find a loose latch on their emotions and absent-mindedly allow it to open, then fight back at the immediate force that demonstrates its strength.

There are the 'why-er's whom start asking their percieved enity of why such a blow had occured to them.

There are the resolvers whom start planning and making commitements that such matters will never happen again.

There are the ponderers whom wonder about all the aspects of the badly-done scripts, figuring out all that happened.


All that associate them, is that sure label. And what that is relative to them, is but only consequence to what has been done, and the next time of what will be done.

Well.

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