@#$% to the post hiatus for awhile.

Not that I'm having free time or anything, life now is getting like so packed that I miss boredom. (Well, I guess I don't experience boredom much anyway) Its sad to the extent that I don't know whether to feel pressured, fustrated, confused or amused. It is pretty hilarious anyway. And easy to laugh at.

I shall rant about the portal that looms beyond the void of acceptance. 'Acceptance' can be measured within styles and standards relative to the personas controling the circumstances that necessity orders to abide. But that, is not something that everyone desires to meet with. As the matter is objective, arguements to how big the galaxy really is concerns this matter of acceptance. But theres a pretty obvious concensus, and a large pie chart majority drawn with the bell curves and statistical bullshit. Like the previous laughter, this guy is easily a professional joker as well.

Example. In terms of morality, we could just be nice and keep our bearings right. Not insult and live with co-existance around neighbours. Or, we could donate money to charity, speak to our neigbours with earnesty and be a hero to people. A closer to heart example: In school, we could study hard and pass the exam. Or, we could mug, and score a distinction. In our religions, we could just follow suit to its law, or(if the religion supports it) evangelise as well.

Simply, its about expectations. We can't ask whose expecations because its a pretty fuzzy picture that makes your eyes hurt when you look at it. But to focus the angles on the different sort of expectations that concern whether or not you want to fufill it, they dwell on a few general aspects... The fufilment of the expectation is usually the 'extra' for you, in perhapstance, unnecesary, but good to have. Then again, with the jar kept being filled up, the field that you want to run on gets bigger, and so does that desire. A greater mass, would require more force.
Anyway, the aspects...

SELF
-- Beliefs
Self-explanatory. When you believe such, you demonstrate such. Words are pretty storytellers that can't get the decent pay. Action is the one that wins the broadcaster of the year award. So in the same sense, your beliefs would fuel your expectations, and therefore, action.

-- Ideas
The idealistic fall here as well. When considering the scope where things occur, the line is drawn to make sure the correct occurance is demonstrated.

-- Desire
"You want it, you come and take it." - Zlackers

-- Necessity
I think this is rare. It mostly gets strayed of into desire, but for the hopeless, this happens. (Well, for the hopeful too I guess)

OTHERS
Well, I'm not sure about the consensus. But for my part, I find that the expectations fufilment is vaguely-ultimatley for others instead of myself. Not to say I'm not selfish (doing it for the sake of, say your family, can be a selfish thing as well) I do suppose that 'Others' is a very appealing aspect. Afterall, we have peer pressure. We got the loyalty from propaganda people from history. We have the 'you jump, I jump' titanic-wannabes. And deep down, sometimes, one could feel that the reason his living for is that person. It could be a religous factorade. Or a love story devotional. Or even that bond to his/her child.

...........
This concept has probaly been explored a lot. Stepping out of your comfort zone? Going that extra mile? Instilled into modern psychology for aiming and then doing better, to get closer beyond that void of accpetance...

Into...
Another void.

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I shall proclaim that its 'Post Hiatus' once more.
Yeah, go ahead and bet that I won't keep it.

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