One of those redundant matters that humans end up not caring about in the end, but while by the process, get so fessed up about. Its an 'always' anyway, looking out of the train's window all the time while in the train...

The details of these need not be said. Their pretty obvious, since mind games occur everywhere in any circumstance, be it implicit or explicit, a full-fledged assult or a pejoratified try. The usual every man for himself, survival of the fittest crap... but also, because we're still childish teenagers going through or just finished with adolecence, a strange flavour of unique moves that sometimes make no sense or sometimes make sense only for certain cliques or yet again, sometimes make sense only in the sense that its not a waste of time in the goal-clinching but rather, the sense 'sense-seeking'. Okay... I guess that explanation sucked.

Usually, most would find the nice, unhated, unpopular, implictly neutral and decently respected character, a nice one to be. But sometimes... hearing everyone talk about everyone behind everyone's back and listening to the condemnations of people within people chains and cliques within clique clashes is a... ... hiliarious burden.
Its times like this when I would just wonder why can't everyone think about whether their at fault in the first place. I'm not being evangelistic here, or trying to start a moral rebellion, its just a simple question. I mean, seriously... its both logical and simple to 'put yourself in the other person's shoes' and then try to change yourself. When everybody blames everybody about every single damned thing that happens, it gets a bit... *softer tone for sickening*. And when I say everyone, I mean everyone. I'll include myself to make it fair. Instead of blaming life and finding fault at others/things when they come at you, why not analyse whats wrong with youself? It seems that nobody trys that now... and that only leads back to more idiotic classrooom politics.

And how would I know so much about all this?
Heh. I wonder.

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