Views that are hanging... Looming around.
I'm in another one of those crappy moods. Ponderment has not made me feel better in this, yet I don't feel any worse. I just feel bad. And sick. And messed.
Once again, its because I read too deeply into things. This ability of mine might sometime drive me towards suicide. I even have vauge feelings that I am actually insane. But I probaly am not... mental patients are said to be ones who lost touch with reality.
But then again, I sorta have.
Everyone has lived in fantasies and worlds of themselves, its common. But something tells me that my world is not.
Its almost as if I'm going crazy. I'm thinking too much. Reaally too much.
The dozens of thoughts and views sparked off by me, creating an essence of abstaracal thinking is making me extremely fed up.
What happened? I could mention a few things...
1) A long trip to Borders
2) Blog entries
3) Some guy mentioning that having dreams that are silent(No speaking, can't hear words) is = to you have low intellegence.
4) Waiting times to think.
5) Crappy Exam results
6) A messy room
About #3...
I can't exactly remeber most of my dreams, they never been significant in my life at all and I forgotten the details within moments after I awake. So I'm not sure... if I hear dialougue in my dreams. But vaguely, it seems I don't. But then again, I feel that I do. I embarrased myself by saying that I think I don't have conversations in my dreams, before the dude revealed the interpretation. So now the group probaly assumes I have low intellect. Great... just great. The guy that figured this theroy is probaly some idiot.
In any case, I don't feel good now and I have a messy room to stare at.
But I think I feel do some research on dreams... Just to figure out why the theory is as such and if my dreams being so have reasons.
Argh.
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by a perspective that relies on the author of Truth...
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