Bah....... All my "majors" are over for now. I refer to the exams... I have this weekend and the intervals of time between papers to settle the remainding revision I need for the rest of the subjects.

And my papers so far?
Very, very screwed. I don't think I want to elaborate... But I just can't believe that I'm actually now wishing for a pass for a few subjects with slight hope for 60 plus. I mean, what the hell? I used to be wishing for A1s.

Argh... I feel so damned messed up, always picked on by procastination and bullied by little confidence in my subject material.

What more can I do though?
Only thing is to fight on in this. Stories of determination and perseverance come to mind aint it? I feel that it has only slight relevance. 'Cause this stupid system is pointless, meaningless and a crapped up bullshit of society. I mean it. In a very calm way as I am already used to it.

Perceptions... Yeah yeah. If this was a perception, how does one define it? I am nowhere to the extremes or postive and negitive. Nor am I basking in the uncertainty of neutrality.

I respect this fact as truth. But some may not. So in the end, the world is only full of lies isn't it?
Therefore, RHS = LHS (Proven)


"Hope, that is something I posses little of."
- Before his character changes,
Rhue, The Way 1.

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