The Damned time is choking me again. Existance is messing me up, my own presence is presenting me doubt....
Ignorance... Ignorance.... So much unrequited ignorance.

The exam fever is coming.... and that for a student is probaly what fills the very essence of his concious-common-fear. I hate those idiots who christened themselves as "slackers" and become fake seers in the resutls of their exams. Great, now irony has to strike me with some guy popping in with a "wont let the stress bring me down" msn nick......

And other stuff. Yeah, the small ones and the biggies... Nah, don't want to mention it here. Did make it clear in my first entry that I shouldn't be like some idiot pouring out their life story for the whole world to view, FOC. Period.

Times like this, I don't really care about the big picture, don't care about the deeper meaings, the shallowness of the humans of this world, the time and peace and love and hate and crappy emotions in transcending ways. The ways. The links, the endless flows................
Life.

Also, times like this when I kinda lose a bit of sensitivity to the Bible...and Christians and my
"elders" in faith.... Scary, very scary.

Its not pissed off. Not sad. Not angry. Not Regretful, neither.............


Maybe fustration.
Yeah, fustration is very close to what I'm feeling now.

Or rather, far away. To the extreme. Now beyond it.

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
Funny how just how a line can make me seem angry.

**Wanted to edit the line above, too unfeeling to do so.

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