Gonna mug tonight, so decided to do an entry before heading to the battlefield.
Sigh......... Chemistry... Redox Reactions. Its the last test for the term, the final piece of paper I must score well in for a hope in an A2. An A1 perhaps. Near full marks should pull my damned B grade into something presentable.

I wonder why its always at the end of the year, at the starting of the big exams, I start to feel "slacky". I must outgrow this... Especically next year.

I never really did blog about my studies, but when I think of it... I just think of Screwed-up and Messed-up. Wait... Maybe total screw-up and mess up.

Sigh..... Wish I could take Theo and Psychology and philosophy... But now I'm stuck with the usual cores of math, english, chinese and a physics, a chemistry, social studies, history and additional math.

I used to find no problem in English. So now I am damned worried for the fail I had in the midterm. I just dunno what the hell happened. Yeah, my screwed up and unappreciated compo contributed but my comprehension isn't even far away from my expectation. Its on a different planent. And I know I am good in English. It makes no sense to see a someone who can express himself well in the languae score worse to a someone who just takes it as a normal item to translate ordinary thoughts.

For the Maths... Their all right I guess. I just have to flunk a couple of tests, then do well for the bigie.

Chinese is another thing I feel I loss form in. Sigh............

Chemistry... ? Bah, just concept problems. The only problem is that its messed up. I made no notes or very little notes this year. That makes me so messed up in this....

Physics. I like it. Sorta. But still, confusion might attack me sometimes and there goes the A1...

And, for history and social studies.... We do structured essay questions and source-based questions... I did very well in it in Secondary 2. So why am I failing this now??? What makes this worse is that its suppose to be one of my fortes; expressing oneself and seeking meanings...
Argh... Screwed.

I can't believe I just typed out an analysis of my subjects. Oh well, at least I can see the big picture, and its reaaaaally empty. Damn.

Well... Redox reaction time.

Good night ignorant world.

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