Been surfing around my blogs...
I have an interesting collection... Well, all of them are blogs of students, but adults who give a thought and a damn about bloggin nowadays are a rarity anyway

I see the various ways the blogs are carried out, each as if potraying a certain personality of a person, each as if showing where the person has comfort in and where his taboos lie. Then I look at the friends I have. The people I interact with and other kids in my life.

There are those who are the gamers, spending most of their time on computer games, comics etc. The study freaks, people who mug and crap and study just to get those grades. The people who are invovled into crushes, infuations and love. Or "love". And. A combination of all the stereotypes. Of course, there are more.

Are people's characters really so shallow? Or do they know more then they show?

So far I have only met one other guy in life which seem to be aware of the world and people and seek meanings. But he is kinda sub-conciously arrogant to me and always seems as if he knows this great deal more. And has this big secrect. His vocabulary is also colourful to they point of disgust sometimes. And all the above sorta draws a line between him and me. We never really did discuss anything deep. Of course I suppose I am to the dude just a superficial, ignorant jackass. Like the rest of the world? Wonder....

I look at the guys I see. Their ups and downs. Their sudden bursts of anger, rages. Or. Consistent pesimism or optimism. Or. Europhia. (Those in love especially)

Then I look at the whole damned picture. Anybody knows I'm aware? Yeah guys, I'm seeing everything here. I should reveal my name. Its Gregory. It vaguely means watching in latin. My nick strikes irony into it, I know...

But sometimes I know their problems will affect me. Afteralll, I am a teen. I go through this stuff. But.................. Ah well. Maybe I do think too much.

And after all I've seen, all I've thought about. Almost no one has called me mature.

I know, I am ignorant.

I know.

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