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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
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Man... Finally.
No, I decided I won't move into any details of not bloggin for the passed epoch.
This pass few weeks have been totally crazy... My perceptions and personalities have transcended from being a geek to a nerd to a desprate admirer to a fanatic, to an asummer, to a performer, to an enthu crapper, to a labeler, a teaser, a friend, an insulter a.... ah hell.

*Smashes onto keyboard*

Ignorance WAS bliss man... why the hell did I have to find out that... What is the very great meaning of me discovering such a ridiculous, meaningless, contirdictory, out-of-point, lame and confusing piece of mangled information!

That was one area I should never have seeked... I should have just left me to my good old fantasy... and my great old dreams... and stick to that. 

Now just to accept... and heck about regreting. I hate that. Just accept. The piece of news I learned.

I need to learn which where and what to seek next time. And learn to kill my emotion of curiousity when its needed. Heck if its not an emotion. I attribute it totally to the same place where the mind controls emotions and reactions.

Great thing is I have discovered I have this ablity of steping back and looking at stuff in the big picture. A new one I want to gain is to kill my emotions when needed.

Quoted From Distant Fragility: " To be humans means to have feelings... To have feelings means to be weak..."

Sometimes.............. ignorance IS a good thing.

 



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