I currently have a nice bloggin topic in my mind but I don't think I am in any mood to zoneseek now. Nah... I'm not really the moody kind. I just care a lot of the quality of my writing and I think it won't turn out that good if I do it now. After looking through my blog abit, I see now that it turns into not exactly what I earlier expected. Then again, my expectations seem to change all the time. Abstractly by the hour,dramatically through years. Especically this year and last. And probally whats to come.

I believe many at this age will spend lots of time thinking. And reflecting. And regreting. Thinking back at what I was like before, I do feel that I did a lot of stupid things and commited several conciously performed mistakes. Then I wonder if in years to come I will look back at this blog and the crap I done in this stage and time frame and laugh, quoting my stupidity, repeating my processed history.

Ah... Anyway, to make this not another wasted post... hm.. I should rephrase that..

Okay... To make this not another repeatingly ranty, and meaningless post which it probaly already is and which is repeated... (heh.. nice pattern)..

I am. Now. Currently progressing in my madien novel, Distant Fragility. It is in the first chapter after a lengthy prolouge and I do have bits and pieces all scattered into a word file. I created no deadline and am playing by my mood on when to write.

In the midst, I started on another book, named fondly after one of the blog entries I made: The Conversational Matrix- Perceptional Differences.
This one is a supposed series book. I might do the same for Distant Fragility, only it will be a continuing series...or something else. I'll play by mood again...

CM compated to DF isn't that promising. I have no story planned out and the characters seem rather shallow. Well, the idea just suddenly floated into my head anyway. And DF, I planned that since I don't know when.... finally deciding to lauch it into a novel.

Oh well, now is the attempt to be accepted into the world of book-writing. I don't know whether in the end my works will get published or anything... But I sure do hope they will.

Ah...

Good night world.

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