Regret, instead of later... NOW
There is no now...
Why? Cause its too damned abstract to describe. How do we say now? On the general basis? Qualitatively? Quantitatively? How do we measure it then? There is no feasible yardstick. When we quote "now", are we taking a second, spliting it into several moments and stating that a single moment of that second is
now? If we were stating it on the general basis, then how long would the time be elasped? When would
now end? I have realised and noticed that when I say
now, now is gone. Therefore, there is no now...
And that is sad. What am I doing? Regretting the past? Ah wel... I have agreeed with myself at a very early age that regret is one emotion I hate feeling the most. Regret.... I HATE it. I can almost guarantee myself that I will never have another emotion which I would exibit more emotion to the emotion then regret. But is regret an emotion in the first place?
So what do I regret...? Many things... yet do I feel like going back in time to change the stuff? No...I don't. If I do, I'll probaly mess up my life more.
One regret I have.. is that I didn't spent my early youth gandering myself more vocabulary. I do feel sad that now I am conversing in prehaps jus above average vocabulary with a limited spectrum of variations I can face and use. And no, that really wasn't sarcasm... I do know plenty who are a lot stronger than me in the fields of vocabulary and self expression, description....
Oh well... anyway, now is gone. And what I should do instead of regretting later. Is to regret... NOW.
Good night world.....
_____________Zoneseekers..::
by a perspective that relies on the author of Truth...
12:21 AM
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