Just to Be... ?
Existance....
I question it...
I don't mean the "whats the meaning of life", "what is life" nor the cliched "Why are we here" crap...
Sometimes I do have this wish... Its slightly like death, but no its not death...
Its a wish that I never been born... That the world was never created. That humans never lived and walked and breathed on this earth. Its abstract... unimaginable...If I think of it, I think of me as if I am in this deep, long sleep that I will never wake up from. Cause everything is not around in the first place.
There would be no hopes, no dreams, no life, no death.
No thoughts, no creations, no determination nor preseverance...
No stupid competiton... No pain...No suffering...
No questions... And obviously no answers...
No joy... No happiness.. No laughter, No celebration...
No inferences, No implications... No desire to die... No wills to live...
No causes... No effects
No consequences...No decisions... No turning points...No choices...
No victories, No defeats...
No emotions... No remorse...
No faith, no love, no trust... No courage, no hunger, no starvation..
No lies...And
No truth...
Everyone will have no indiviuality as they never were around.
There would be no comparison and therefore no competition.
Is there a need for survival? Is there really a need for existance?
A NEED.
Not purpose, not cause, not reason.
NEED. IS THERE ?
Otherwise I will have to stick with the fact that we are just to be.
We live, just to be...We exist just to be...
Its sickening really. But this is life, I am in it.
I feel... a great strong smell of.....
Ignorance......
From life? Heck... No one really cares do they?
_____________Zoneseekers..::
by a perspective that relies on the author of Truth...
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